These are the words and lyrics echoed in my mind, felt deep in my heart and the secrets of my soul... the words where my Love story left off and the new one begins.
This is my journey to self- discovery and the starting place of finding "ME"
The place where my words and the music and words of others who touch my soul come to rest and make me whole again….
This is the place where I let go and learn to let love in and tear down walls….
This is the place where I am ME… and I begin a new Love Story…….

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Far Away…..

So far away, so far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away, so far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted, I wanted you to stay
‘Cause I needed, I need to hear you say
That I love you, I have loved you all along
And I forgive you, for being away for far too long
So keep breathing, ‘cause I’m not leaving
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing, ‘cause I’m not leaving you anymore
Believe it, hold on to me and
Never let me go, keep breathing
Hold on to me and never let me go (Keep breathing)
Hold on to me and never let me go
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All I ask of you

No more talk of darkness
Forget these wide-eyed fears
I’m here
Nothing can harm you
My words will warm and calm you
Let me be your freedom
Let daylight dry your tears
I’m here
With you, beside you
To guard you and to guide you

Say you love me every weakening moment
Turn my head with talk to summertime
Say you need me with you now and always
Promise me that all you say is true
That’s all I ask of you

Let me be your shelter
Let me be your light
You’re safe
No one will find you
Your fears are far behind you

All I want is freedom
A world with no more night
And you
Always beside me
To hold me and to hide me

Then say you’ll share with me one love,
One lifetime
Let me lead you from your solitude
Say you want me
And you need me
Beside you
Anywhere you go, let me go too
That’s all I ask of you

Say you’ll share with me one love
One lifetime
Say the word and I will follow you
Share each day with me,
Each night, each morning
Say you love me
You know I do
Love me, that’s all I ask you
Love me, that’s all I ask of you

When you try your best, but you don’t succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can’t sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can’t replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Bluebird ~ Christina Perry Cover

How the hell does a broken heart
Get back together when it’s torn apart
Teach itself to start
Beating again ba ba ba ba

This little Bluebird came looking for you
Said that I hadn’t seen you in quite some time
This little Bluebird, she came looking again
I said we weren’t even friends she could have you

Don’t you think it was hard?
I didn’t even say that you died
But it wouldn’t have been such a lie
Cuz’ then I started to cry
This little Bluebird sure won’t give it a rest
She swears that she may be better than all the rest
I said no-ohhhh
You’ve got it all wrong
If he was something special, I wouldn’t have this song

Don’t you think it was hard?
I didn’t even say that you died
But it wouldn’t have been such a lie
Cuz’ then I started to cry

How the hell does a broken heart
Get back together when it’s torn apart?
Teach itself to start
Beating again ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba

What if when she comes over I am in your arms?
Taking all I want from you again

There was passion, there was laughter
The first morning after
I just couldn’t get my feet to touch the ground
Everytime we were together
We talked about forever
I was certain it was Heaven
We had found. ~LeeAnn Womack, “Why They Call It Falling”

Do you know what this is
No, I don’t
But whatever it is
It’s very powerful
Have you felt this way before
Oh, I thought I knew
Do you know that I love you now
Oh yes, I do 

Love is…
You’ve got the softest lips

You know that I cannot stay
Yes, I know
It has nothing to do
With you or with love
Oh, yes it does
Do not call or come around here
Do not tell
You know that I loved you then
Oh well… 

Love is…
You’ve got the softest lips
Love is… 
The touch of your fingertips
Love is…
Knowing you won’t let go 

She awakens things
That he said he thought were dead
He says, are you happy now
Oh yes, I am
But when it’s over
How then will you feel
Will you miss those arms that used to go 
Around you 

So she stood there in the hallway frozen
In the dark
And her heart broke down
She cried
She fell to the floor 

One tear slid across her lips
To the corner of her mouth
Love is…
And dropped to the floor 

Love is…
You’ve got the softest lips
Love is…
The touch of your fingertips
Ooh, she says love is
Knowing you wont let go
Love is…
Watching you go 

You’re so very powerful
Love is…

Am I happy
Yes I am
Do I know you love me now
Yes I do
Do I know you cannot stay
I know
All about love
All about love

You’re so very powerful

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Heaven can wait…

Heaven can wait

And your lyric wrapped up in my heart

Will sing to me 

Take me through the lonely night and the darkest of

Cold days

And I know

I know

Heaven can wait

And all of the songs of my past play over and over just for me

 the melodies gonna make me fly

Without the pain of missing you

Without fear……

Give to me all of your dreams

Don’t forget to let go along on your way

 I’ll turn the night into the skylight of day

Play my flute and write a new song to be sung…….

I got a taste of paradise

I don’t want it to fade away

I got a taste of paradise

I will let it linger so with you I can stay

Just like your lover again

Heaven can wait

And all I got is time until the end of time

To wait for you to love Again

Hipsters Love Song

I’m spilled ink on the floor

Formed into a paper doll

I’m a cartoon

I’m a cheerful free for all

And I can make you sing to me of Love and how it should be

I’m the color me happy girl

Miss I need your Love to LIVE…

And when you’re strung out

I always give

Yeah, I would like to perfect the art

Of being your only toy

Like I’m the one you love

And I am living proof

I could be your dream come true

A Lovely hipster

But then I guess I’d be out of a job

So I guess that’s out of the picture

Cause I’m Spilled ink

I’m a paper doll

I’m a cartoon

I’m a cheerful free for all

And I light up a room

I’m the color me happy girl

Miss Love and Let LIVE….

And when you’re strung out

I always give

Now and then I think of when we were together
Like when you said you felt so happy you could die
Told myself that you were right for me
But felt so lonely in your company
But that was love and it’s an ache I still remember

You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness
Like resignation to the end, always the end
So when we found that we could not make sense
Well you said that we would still be friends
But I’ll admit that I was glad it was over

But you didn’t have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
And I don’t even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough
No you didn’t have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records and then change your number
I guess that I don’t need that though
Now you’re just somebody that I used to know

Now you’re just somebody that I used to know
Now you’re just somebody that I used to know


Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over
But had me believing it was always something that I’d done
But I don’t wanna live that way
Reading into every word you say
You said that you could let it go
And I wouldn’t catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know


But you didn’t have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
And I don’t even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough
No you didn’t have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records and then change your number
I guess that I don’t need that though
Now you’re just somebody that I used to know


Somebody
(I used to know)
Somebody
(Now you’re just somebody that I used to know)

(I used to know)
(That I used to know)
(I used to know)
Somebody

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Darling
You’re hiding in the closet once again,
Start smiling
I know you’re trying
Real hard not to turn your head away
Pretty darling
Face tomorrow, tomorrow is not yesterday
Yesterday oh oooooh


Pretty please
I know it’s a drag
Wipe your eyes and put up your head
I wish you could be happy instead
There’s nothing else I can do
But love you the best that I can
Yeah yeah yeah yeah

Darling
I was there once a while ago
I know
That it’s hard to be stuck with
People that you love
When nobody trusts



You’re not the only one who’s been through
I’ve been there alone and now so are you
I just want you to know, want you to know it’s not your fault.
It’s not your fault
Your fault, your fault
It’s not your fault
Your fault, your fault, your fault


Darling
You’re hiding in the closet once again,
Start smiling