These are the words and lyrics echoed in my mind, felt deep in my heart and the secrets of my soul... the words where my Love story left off and the new one begins.
This is my journey to self- discovery and the starting place of finding "ME"
The place where my words and the music and words of others who touch my soul come to rest and make me whole again….
This is the place where I let go and learn to let love in and tear down walls….
This is the place where I am ME… and I begin a new Love Story…….

theme by: fairycandles







I pulled the trigger

Questions asked in order
To save my life or will he take it again
The answer no to avoid death is just an other game
The answer yes would make it,
Make it go away the red stained skin could glisten under the moon and form pretty pictures to lead you to the bullet….

Do you believe in God?
was written on the bullet…
I say yes to pull the trigger!
Do you believe in God?
Written on the bullet
And I pulled the trigger to say “I love you “

Heads are bowed in silence, not knowing this is your game
To remember my last sentence, was your 4 walls of pleasure turned to pain
I answered you knowing what would happen
My last words still hanging in the air,
In the air they dance screaming “I love you”

Do you believe in God?
was written on the bullet….
I said yes to pull the trigger
Do you believe in God?
Written on the bullet
And I pulled the trigger to say “I love you “

How many times must I die?
I will die for you again tonight.
I’ll say yes to pull the trigger..
So you can see,
“I love you “
And I pulled the trigger to say “I love you “

You’re so very powerful





Love is
the look in your blue eyes
Love is
the touch of your fingers on my pale white skin
Love is
Knowing you won’t let go and wont give up the fight

You awaken things
that I said I thought were dead and gone
He asks, are you happy now
Oh yes, I am
But when it’s over
How will you feel
Will you miss those arms that used to go
Around you

I stood there in the doorway
In the dark
And my heart broke down
I cried
I fell to the floor

Oh the tear it fell
Slid across my lips
To the corner of my mouth

and the heart song came and I sang it loud….
Love is
And dropped to the floor
Love is
the look in your blue eyes
Love is
The touch of your fingers on my pale white skin
Ooh, I says love is
Knowing you won’t let go and wont give up the fight
Love is
Watching you go
You’re so very powerful…..

Storm of Love

When thunder rolls through my life, and I am fighting myself again

when the skies are dark and I have no friends….

when I am afriad to let in the light and play with the shadows of yesterday

when I think all has ended and love only equels pain…..
Will you be able to weather the storm?


There’s so much I would give, baby
If I’d only let myself…
There’s this well of emotions this place I try to forget…. The place where I mix with the desires of one kiss and the love that lingers on my flesh I’d give it all to you…my heart is like an open book for you to read, so why are you blinde to the words that I continue to bleed?


I’d rather bleed a hundred times with cuts of love,

watch my canvas fill with lines of red and verse of song
Than live without any scars….

Baby, can I trust this?
IS it safe for me to love you again? Will I know the joy of love ? Or the pain that is twisted to look like a rose ? Or is this love going to end?
I need to hear that you’ll die for me
Again and again and again. Die for me, tell me you are mine till the end of time .Let me know its not all in vain.
So tell me, when you look in my eyes
do you see the pain and the happy times? Can you taste the love of last night or is it still bitter with yesterdays song? Do you see the light of hope and dreams ? Or am I just onemore scream away from reality? One more grasp at thin air trying to find my way to a love gone…..

Heaven can wait…

Heaven can wait

And your lyric wrapped up in my heart

Will sing to me 

Take me through the lonely night and the darkest of

Cold days

And I know

I know

Heaven can wait

And all of the songs of my past play over and over just for me

 the melodies gonna make me fly

Without the pain of missing you

Without fear……

Give to me all of your dreams

Don’t forget to let go along on your way

 I’ll turn the night into the skylight of day

Play my flute and write a new song to be sung…….

I got a taste of paradise

I don’t want it to fade away

I got a taste of paradise

I will let it linger so with you I can stay

Just like your lover again

Heaven can wait

And all I got is time until the end of time

To wait for you to love Again

Hipsters Love Song

I’m spilled ink on the floor

Formed into a paper doll

I’m a cartoon

I’m a cheerful free for all

And I can make you sing to me of Love and how it should be

I’m the color me happy girl

Miss I need your Love to LIVE…

And when you’re strung out

I always give

Yeah, I would like to perfect the art

Of being your only toy

Like I’m the one you love

And I am living proof

I could be your dream come true

A Lovely hipster

But then I guess I’d be out of a job

So I guess that’s out of the picture

Cause I’m Spilled ink

I’m a paper doll

I’m a cartoon

I’m a cheerful free for all

And I light up a room

I’m the color me happy girl

Miss Love and Let LIVE….

And when you’re strung out

I always give